Times... They Are Changing...

It has come time to wean D off of the bottle...*sniffle sniffle*. I was thinking back last night as I was rocking him to sleep. I cannot believe all of the times that I wish he would just go to bed, so that I could either go to sleep too or just have time to myself. I wished I could just lay him down sleepy and he would be alright. How many times that I got so frustrated because he started crying in the middle of the night. Well, now I would gladly take those times back. It's a strange feeling that he sleeps through the night, that he will go down sleepy and then fall asleep on his own. It cuts deep when he would rather lay in his bed instead of being rocked to sleep. How I would give anything to have back those precious moments that I thought we so very frustrating. I never realized how fast this past year would have gone by. I'll never take for granted another single moment in my children's lives because they are gone all too soon.