I am leaving in two days!! Yeah for me!!

I've already got my shopping list ready! Oh, I'm typing this on my new (pink) laptop. Thank you very much Dell. It's going with me so I can get directions for all my excursions! Who knows, but maybe I'll even blog all day... maybe I'll even have something interesting to say!

Things are great at home! The kids are all in bed and M is talking on the phone. A few minutes of peace and quiet. I thought I had forgotten what that was. Now I am remember and I'm going to have 2 WEEKS of it. I cannot wait. I'm sure I'll miss it the second night I'm there, but I'll at least enjoy it while I can.

I'm beginning to make a dent in my blog reading. I got so far behind that I can't even catch up yet. I found a Blogger friend was a couple of months pregnant... I had missed the post announcing it!

I've still got to take pictues of our hardwood floors so that you all can see the treasure that was under our carpet. I've got tons of pictures to download off of my camera and to print off for my albums. I don't even have anything to current to share with all of you. Hopefully I can get that taken care of while I'm gone.

My oldest will be 11 on the 27th. I cannot believe it. He has changed so much this past year. I mean so much that you can tell just by looking at him now and not comparing how he looks to a picture a year ago.

Well, M is off the phone so I'm going to visit with him for a while before we go to bed.

I miss you guys!!

I think my trip in a couple of weeks is going to go so much better than I had thought. I talked to my Courtney this week and we are going to meet up for dinner one night. I can't wait to see her again. She got married shortly after we met and I really excited to talk with her about married life. Who knows who I'll meet this time?! Or what I'll get to experience?! Anyway, my point is that at first I wasn't looking forward to it, but now I am. I'm actually starting to count down the days.

I plan on doing a lot of shopping while I'm there. A LOT of shopping. It's so exciting to get something new **wink wink**

Work has been crazy busy. We are implementing a new system next week and I cannot stress enough that I have a bunch of idiots that I have to help with this. I sent out an email today (since I am off tomorrow) and let everyone know that the new system will be up and running at 8AM on Monday morning. I had people calling me and emailing me that they tried logging in but it wouldn't work. Well, asshats, no shit it won't work. Didn't you read my f*cking email... 8AM on Monday. What do you not get?

I digress...

My life has been interesting the past week... really interesting. I cannot go in detail now, but it's been great. Hopefully fulfilling here shortly :) I look forward to the very near future.

I feel much better now after venting to you, my dear Internet. Yesterday was pretty rough. I eventually got over my anger toward M and he got sooooooooo lucky!! He was still smiling today.

Those last few sentences brought me to another thought. I know several of you have read my "self destructed" posts (posts I have written about the inner most private aspects of my life, only to delete them the next day). Well, I believe I have decided to just let them be from this point on. If they offend you, you don't have to continue reading that particular post.

Well, I thought I had time to write a little bit today, but my kids just got home and will be sitting on the couch with me in about .02 seconds so I'll talk to you later.

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My baby is BEAUTIFUL!!

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Am I HAWT or what?!

I started this big long post and D shut down the F*cking computer. All I can say is that everything and everyone sucks a** today!! It took me 30 GD minutes to write that post too.

What I remember is this...

due to an idea from some random weirdo today (smile, you know who you are) I am stealing this particular idea from Kellan. I'm going to leave this opportunity open through Friday. You can ask me any questions you want... anything. I will answer as openly and honestly as I can in a new post. You can leave the question anonymously if you wish. As long as they are serious.

I putting myself out there for you, but you only have a limited time to take advantage.

And since I'm already is a pissy mood, I just go ahead and vent about sick and tired I am of M's hours. I am sick and tired of being here by myself all the time. I didn't sign on the be a single parent and I'm ready for a little bit of help. I told him that I didn't mind him working long hours every once in a while because I knew he had a really big and expensive project going on BUT he goes in a 4AM all the time now and he just now walked through the door.

In two weeks, I am leaving for 2 weeks with my job. Secretly I am so glad. I need a break. I need time to myself. I need to leave this behind and I'm going to enjoy it. Does it make me a bad Mommy that I look forward to being away from my kids? Am I a bad wife for being upset and feeling extremely distant from my husband? I'm ready to put the kiddos to bed, shower, and go to sleep myself. I don't even want to be with him tonight.

What Do You Want to Know?

Due to a sort of inspiration from some random person today (smile... you know who you are), I am totally stealing this idea from Kellan All you have to do is ask me a question. I am going to answer any questions about myself that you might want to ask (I know - boring). You can ask personal questions, questions about my kids or family, about my background, about blogging - about anything. And ... you can leave up to as many questions as you would like. I will try to answer every question and publish the questions and answers in a post in the near future.