I Have No Thoughts, I Have No Words

For days, I have been at a complete loss on what to write. I have not downloaded my pictures to my computer, so I cannot post them. Life is crazy-busy right now. My mom's best friends daughter was killed in a car accident on Wednesday. She also happened to be a friend that I have known my whole life. She was my age. I am still in shock... I don't know what to say about this because it is hard to believe that it happened.

Tonight we are taking H and a few of friends out for pizza, go carts, and miniature golf. They have predicted storms for tonight so who knows how that will end up going. I really don't want to disappoint him and his friends, but I really don't want a housefull of kids again this weekend. This seems to be to have become our ritual since the beginning of the school year. OMG! It gets to be way too much sometimes. My mom was originally going to watch our youngest two, but she will be at the funeral home tonight, so I've had to call a friend to see if she will watch them and then take care of all three of the kids tomorrow while we are at the funeral. My head is getting foggy just typing all of this. I'll try again later.