Crazed & Worried Mother...

I am living in craziness right now. All three of our children are sick. I feel bad for H and S, but D is who I am crazy worried about. He can't breathe because of all of this nasty drainage that he has. He HATES having the aspirator used on him. I can only do it for a minute or two before his screaming starts to tear at my heart. He can't even eat out of his bottle right now because he cannot breathe through his nose. Hopefully they will all be better soon. Their pediatrician prescribed some meds for them and I hope they start kicking in soon. Until then, I am doing all I can to handle it... even though my heart in breaking.

On a good note, I will be getting my next promotion in a month. I cannot wait!!! More MONEY!!! Woo-hoo... new car, here I come!!! I'm thinking Tahoe. The Suburbans are nice, but WAY TO BIG for me. Yes, it would be practical considering that our incomplete family already consists of three children... I know for sure that we will be adding more. A friend of M's parents brought over her new Suburban when we were in Florida. It is NICE!! A lot of features that I have never seen before. I wonder if the new Tahoe's have all of those? My girlfriend Keri works at a car dealership now, I bet she can hook me up with a good one.

I don't know if I have told any of you this or not, but I am SERIOUSLY thinking (actually I know I am) going to school to be a Massage Therapist. I have my degree in Management, but I am really tired of the whole office setting right now. I want to be able to have more flexibility, which will revolve around the lives of my children. Right now, I have a lot of flexibility in my job, but I want to be able to figure my schedule around just my family, not all 56 people that I work with now. So, I am looking at 7 months of evening classes before I can practice. I want to start looking now at renting a booth space from one of the spas here. I don't want to actually work for that spa because like I said before, I want to control my hours, my money, my clientele, etc. I will probably stick around here for about another year. That way I will have time to complete my training and start doing some part-time work. This will let me begin to build up my clientele before my income relies solely on this new profession. What do you think? Sound like a good idea?

A lot of my friends have offered to be "test subjects," so it should be pretty cool. I like the idea of that because I can get honest feedback from people that I know. I will be able to tell if they are lying to me or not.

Speaking of liars... you all need to GO TO HELL! People are stupid! I cannot believe that they can survive in this world. Payback is a B*TCH! That's all I've got to say.

On to another note, I really hate the end of good frienships or saying goodbye to a good friend. Where is the fairness in this? I have very few people that I would actually call a TRUE friend. Why do they always have to go away? I guess I should try meeting people outside of work because that's what happens when they are either active duty or their spouse is active duty. I have never been active duty, but I am glad that I don't have to move around all of the time. M is officially separated from the AF, so it's not an issue that will be on our minds. I wish there was more to do where we live at now, but I love the schools for the kids. That is what is most important to me! So world, I am just going to have to see you on vacation.