Looking Back

D just born!

D 7 months old!!

To D:
My precious little angel. Mommy loves you so much more than you could ever possibly imagine. The past seven months have gone by so incredibly fast. I have to admit that you are extremely frustrating at times, but there is nothing at all that I would change about you. When you are so upset or cranky, I come to you and hold you. You stare back at me with your huge, blue eyes and everything melts aways. Those moments forever etch themselves upon my heart. They are memories that will never die son. You and I will forever be one because you, sweet baby, you are my heart. I am somewhat saddened that you will never feel the love of a mother, because there is nothing in this world like it. You find yourself completely different than anything that you had ever thought you would be. Day to day decisons are made by wondering if I am doing everything possible to make you happy, to provide well for you, and to be someone for you to be so proud to call your mommy. The moment that I saw you, I knew that we would forever be connected. You are my pride and joy, and no one in this world will ever change that. You are the most beautiful person that I have ever laid eyes on. No matter how much I wish you would stay so small... no matter how I never want to quit holding you or rocking you to sleep everynight... no matter how much I long to always have you look at me the way you do now... I cannot wait to watch you grow into the wonderfully perfect boy that you will become. I love you so much, and there is nothing in this world that I will not do for you.

I'll love you forever sweet baby,
XOXO,
Mommy